i dont like today. ):
 
everyone's so sad.
things that are bothering them,
the questions in their mind which they cant answer,
the people around them giving them heartache,
the feeling of insecurity.
 
sigh.
 
why cant things be simpler?
or are we ourselves thinking too much,
changing it from the simplicity to complexity?
 
maybe things arent as complex as we think it is.
maybe it just isnt.
maybe we're just manifesting alot more problems for ourselves.
 
if i had one wish,
i just hope the people around me wld be happy.
seeing them sad doesnt make me happy either. 

even the happiest person will also feel sad.
the one which is always laughing,
might not always be the happiest one.

i realised that deep down,
everyone is plauged with sorrows of their own,
things that are hindering their happiness.
 
so,
what does it take to be happy?
to be truely happy,
with the joy from the heart
the laughter which is pure happiness.
 
is it attainable?
 
what makes one happy?
who can make one happy?
 
i think, no one can make a person happy.
that happiness must be self found.
yeah.
 
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just read leijiahui's msn nick.
sometimes laughter is used to hide the tears and sorrows.
okay, realised everyone's nick online now is connected to unhappiness.
 
no. 1.
i hope i can be the one who takes your pain away.
the issues that are hindering your happiness.
so wrong, yet so right. sigh.
 
no2.
we've been through so much,
4 years is q a long time.
the 4 years, so many things happened.
so many things that threatenned to break us apart.
the many promises we've made to each other,
the times where we'd promise to be there for each other.
i hope that after everything we've been through,
that promise still stands.
everytime, things try to break us up,
we'd still, in the end, emerge stronger than before.
i really really hope,
we'd be happy tgt again.
 
no3.
nothing much to say.
didnt really know you, but got to know you.
you've never failed me.
i'm really really sorry for everything.
i just dont know how to patch things up.
oh well.
 
no4.
i dont know what to say.
it's just..i dont want you to get the wrong idea.
yeah.
it takes two hands to clap, just like in this case.
i think its impossible and all,
so..yeah. i hope you'd get the idea.
 
all these times you were pretending,
so much for my happy ending.